Is it my fault that I get bullied and hared?

I've been bullied for 5 years (6th-11th grade). I transferred to 4 different schools and in each one them I was emotionally bullied and hared by the majority of the kids there. Even some teachers have ridiculed and made fun of me in the past. I'm in the 12th grade and I'm still being constantly made fun of, laughed at, and ridiculed by the majority of the people of my school. They always say I'm ugly, weird, crazy, serial killer, and that I'm going to kill them or I'm going to someone or everyone at school. They literally think the first thought that comes to my mind when I wake up in the morning is "I feel like sliting someone's throat today." They also called me Carrie because they think I'm going kill everyone at prom next year. I've never in my life have even thought of ONE homicidal thought about anybody. The only person I ever thought of hurting or killing was myself. I'd have to say at least 40-60 people have bullied me (2005-2010). Not a day goes by without somebody making hurtful statements about me or laughing at me. No one has been bullied, hared, humiliated, and laughed at more than I have. I HATE MYSELF with a pion because it's MY FAULT people constantly laughed at me, ridiculed and hared me for 5 YEARS. It has to be something about ME that makes people act like this towards me.